Jinx

Have you ever been so excited for an upcoming event or trip maybe that you start telling your friends about it but in the end.. it got cancelled or it's not what you thought it would be like in a bad way? And then you get all embarrassed about all the hype and fuss you put in beforehand. Another example is like when you describe yourself to others as a certain type of character but then your actions in reality proves otherwise and you wonder what is tge TRUTH about yourself hahahaha. Anyway I don't know why I'm writing this on my phone while I'm at my kampung where there's no wifi. Just a random thought. I think we all have false perceptions on ourselves, whether better or worse. In the end it's probably better to not classify and categorize yourself in the first place because you, us, we are bound to go beyond the limitations of that category whether we realize it or not. For example, I might call myself an introvert or an extrovert but different occasions bring out different sides of me. And it doesn't just happen to me, I notice a lot of others telling people they're shy introverted people who don't realize how loud and confident they are in class, how good they are at talking to others. But maybe I'm getting the definition of those terms all wrong. Are we the best person to describe ourselves? Or are we just painting an image of who we want others to see us like in our own heads? Do we want to do something good or do we just like the idea of us doing good? Are we in love or do we just like the idea of being in love wait HAHAHAHHAHAHA HOW DID THIS TOPIC SUDDENLY APPEAR OUT OF NOWHERE. Anyway, currently in a one week holiday now pls pray so that I have the will to do my homework NOT AT THE LAST MINUTE. Also, yay our Malaysian Paralympics team for Rio 2016 had just secured us 3 GOLDS so far woohoo. And happy eiduladha to all the Muslims out there. Peace out.