Angry ~

Assalamualaikum people. If you can see my face right now, for sure you'll run away and call the police. Yep. I'm angry. Angry with myself. Hmm, you wonder why? I just finished studying my History chapter 11 and 10 (yes I studied it from the back) for about 3 hours and did the latihan on my exercise book. And guess what? I only get 37/40 for chapter 10 and 35/40! That was really disappointing. WHAT IN THE WORLD??? So maybe you're thinking that I'm being crazy and paranoid and maybe I am. Normally, I wouldn't react like this and I will be happy with my results. The last time I feel like this was the night before I'm taking my PSRA exams. When I wanted to be the best. So don't be surprised if I'm all grumpy and rarely smile tomorrow at school. *takes a deep breath* Calm down, Durrah. But I can't!  People are expecting me to have higher marks or kekalkan my prestasi. Every time someone says, "You don't need to study!" or "Mesti dapat nombor 1 lagi!" I feel a huge burden on my shoulders. Please lah. Don't pressurize me anymore. Oh, it's already 11 PM. Have to sleep and go to school tomorrow. >:( School. Don't even mention that word in front of me anymore. Or the word studying. Don't worry. My bad mood will only last until after the final exams, which is starting on the 17th October and ending on the 21th October (I think). Until then, I can't sleep peacefully. Bye people and have a good night's sleep.