Assalamualaikum and selamat hari raya aidilfitri!
Haven't blogged frequently and I'm actually feeling very awkward and self-conscious while typing this. Can you imagine it. Feeling awkward at your own blog.
Random but NOISY AND SCREAMING PEOPLE ARE SO ANNOYING UGHHHH sorry the television is playing some Malay drama with the typical rich woman slapping a poorer woman and screaming and uGH.
Honestly, I don't know what to write and where to start. I'm also too lazy to attach pictures here so please use your imaginations. I'm still a 17-year old, sitting for SPM this year. My mid-year exam results sucked, I actually got bottom 10 in class but still top 30 in the form so... alhamdulillah but I should do way better in the future pls.
I don't know what to do with my future. I don't know what to study, no desire for anything. Sobs. Last week we had people coming over to give a talk on what to do later after SPM and when it was over, I told my friend I have zero ideas on what to do and she's like IT'S ALREADY JULY YOU SHOULD MAKE UP YOUR MIND and I'm like DD: and she already knew what to do since Form 3 I'm like DD: . cUE TEARS. I finished watching the drama School 2015 before Ramadhan (which is a great drama) and although people cried during many scenes of the main character getting bullied and stuff I actually cried only once when the main character's friend was crying and telling her mum she doesn't know what to do in the future I CAN RELATE TT_TT
Uhh what else I'm no longer a prefect YAY. It has been both heaven and hell being a prefect for four years and I would like to thank Allah very very much for keeping me sane and being there for me and keeping me strong in times of distress as a prefect. That night after the prefect AGM I was actually crying and thanking Allah because I survived, I made it out alive after years of tears huhuhu and just felt super appreciative ya I know bunyi sangat dramatic I actually made up an imaginary letter for my Form 2 self who wants to become a prefect dan sangat tragic ya. Wow this post has a lot of tears apakah. Congratulations to the new board and to my fellow Form 5 ex-prefects, WE MADE IT!!!
This Ramadhan I was trying very hard to not listen to K-Pop at all and alhamdulillah, bolehlah avoid sikit sikit managed to restrain self from watching and listening to new songs by GOT7, BTS, SNSD, BTOB and Infinite but well, Bigbang.. Yes, it was VERY VERY difficult and I uhh watched Show Me The Money season 4 too but hey better than before righttt. But yeah before Ramadhan I finished watching School 2015, EXO Next Door and Taehyun's Girl of 0AM and currently trying to (which means quite possible for me to stop halfway) watch Seungyoon & Dara's We Broke Up, Joy & Sungjae's We Got Married and SMTM 4. I SUPPORT ONE PLS WIN. A lot of people (not really, just 2) are asking me to watch High Society but that'll have to wait sigh. Also watching Daredevil.
And.. Twitter's a bad place for me hurhurhur. It's funny how people on Twitter are making fun of Facebook and stuff, while everytime I go on Facebook now I see intellectual, witty and fun posts that actually won't kill your brain cells and make you stupider like some social medias now. The idiotic stuff must've left together with the people who left lul. Not that I'm saying Facebook is perfect, there are weird and stupid stuff there too. And hey, who am I to say anything when I'm back on Twitter for raya,
Getting addicted to scary stories of rituals and experiences of scary games on the No Sleep sub-Reddit. It was peaceful to read while it's still Ramadhan and you know all the demons are locked up but now it's Syawal already I'm gonna regret this so much harharhar. Also addicted to posts on Facebook/Instagram by these two pages: berlin-artparasite and The Artidote. It's like an upgraded version of Poems Porn slash Best of Tumblr and it's really nice to read in the middle of the night ^_^
Dunno what else to write here. SPM is in 109 days. I'm still not making an effort to CHANGE and actually HUSTLE FOR THEM A+s. Bilalah nak insaf. Bilalah nak berubah. Bilalah nak siapkan homework yang bertangguh lama tu. Haih, Please pray for me and for other students having trouble to start studying please and may Allah bless you.
Wah wah this Malay drama on television is still not over. The acting and storyline aren't that bad, it's ok actually. That's all for now. Here are some random songs to listen to:
Haven't blogged frequently and I'm actually feeling very awkward and self-conscious while typing this. Can you imagine it. Feeling awkward at your own blog.
Random but NOISY AND SCREAMING PEOPLE ARE SO ANNOYING UGHHHH sorry the television is playing some Malay drama with the typical rich woman slapping a poorer woman and screaming and uGH.
Honestly, I don't know what to write and where to start. I'm also too lazy to attach pictures here so please use your imaginations. I'm still a 17-year old, sitting for SPM this year. My mid-year exam results sucked, I actually got bottom 10 in class but still top 30 in the form so... alhamdulillah but I should do way better in the future pls.
I don't know what to do with my future. I don't know what to study, no desire for anything. Sobs. Last week we had people coming over to give a talk on what to do later after SPM and when it was over, I told my friend I have zero ideas on what to do and she's like IT'S ALREADY JULY YOU SHOULD MAKE UP YOUR MIND and I'm like DD: and she already knew what to do since Form 3 I'm like DD: . cUE TEARS. I finished watching the drama School 2015 before Ramadhan (which is a great drama) and although people cried during many scenes of the main character getting bullied and stuff I actually cried only once when the main character's friend was crying and telling her mum she doesn't know what to do in the future I CAN RELATE TT_TT
Uhh what else I'm no longer a prefect YAY. It has been both heaven and hell being a prefect for four years and I would like to thank Allah very very much for keeping me sane and being there for me and keeping me strong in times of distress as a prefect. That night after the prefect AGM I was actually crying and thanking Allah because I survived, I made it out alive after years of tears huhuhu and just felt super appreciative ya I know bunyi sangat dramatic I actually made up an imaginary letter for my Form 2 self who wants to become a prefect dan sangat tragic ya. Wow this post has a lot of tears apakah. Congratulations to the new board and to my fellow Form 5 ex-prefects, WE MADE IT!!!
This Ramadhan I was trying very hard to not listen to K-Pop at all and alhamdulillah, bolehlah avoid sikit sikit managed to restrain self from watching and listening to new songs by GOT7, BTS, SNSD, BTOB and Infinite but well, Bigbang.. Yes, it was VERY VERY difficult and I uhh watched Show Me The Money season 4 too but hey better than before righttt. But yeah before Ramadhan I finished watching School 2015, EXO Next Door and Taehyun's Girl of 0AM and currently trying to (which means quite possible for me to stop halfway) watch Seungyoon & Dara's We Broke Up, Joy & Sungjae's We Got Married and SMTM 4. I SUPPORT ONE PLS WIN. A lot of people (not really, just 2) are asking me to watch High Society but that'll have to wait sigh. Also watching Daredevil.
And.. Twitter's a bad place for me hurhurhur. It's funny how people on Twitter are making fun of Facebook and stuff, while everytime I go on Facebook now I see intellectual, witty and fun posts that actually won't kill your brain cells and make you stupider like some social medias now. The idiotic stuff must've left together with the people who left lul. Not that I'm saying Facebook is perfect, there are weird and stupid stuff there too. And hey, who am I to say anything when I'm back on Twitter for raya,
Getting addicted to scary stories of rituals and experiences of scary games on the No Sleep sub-Reddit. It was peaceful to read while it's still Ramadhan and you know all the demons are locked up but now it's Syawal already I'm gonna regret this so much harharhar. Also addicted to posts on Facebook/Instagram by these two pages: berlin-artparasite and The Artidote. It's like an upgraded version of Poems Porn slash Best of Tumblr and it's really nice to read in the middle of the night ^_^
Dunno what else to write here. SPM is in 109 days. I'm still not making an effort to CHANGE and actually HUSTLE FOR THEM A+s. Bilalah nak insaf. Bilalah nak berubah. Bilalah nak siapkan homework yang bertangguh lama tu. Haih, Please pray for me and for other students having trouble to start studying please and may Allah bless you.
Wah wah this Malay drama on television is still not over. The acting and storyline aren't that bad, it's ok actually. That's all for now. Here are some random songs to listen to:
Kero Kero Bonito - Flamingo
v trippy and kawaii
One ft Beenzino - Dali Van Picasso
Originally Beenzino's song, One of 1Punch did a cover of it with his original rap. Rooting for him in SMTM.
Crush ft Zico ft Zion T (lul) - Oasis
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